Non-feminist Tendencies

I don't know why but I have very non-feminist tendencies.
 I think it has to do with that I never know when to really draw the line. I make rape jokes, death jokes, sexist jokes, racist jokes, jokes that attack someones mental health—just typing these out makes me feel so disgusted with myself.
What's wrong with me?

Juggling!

I started learning last Thursday and its been really rewarding.

One ball was no big deal because essentially I was playing catch by myself. 

Two balls felt weird at first but I've done it enough to where I don't even need to watch the balls.

Now there's a reason two balls is normal for number of balls. (did you get it? That was a testicle joke.)

I catch all three and everything is going great, then I get over excited and start jumping around screaming "OH MY GOD! I DID IT! I DID IT!"

Or I don't know what to do and I forget to throw a ball up a 4th time.

But I'm writing this a few days before this post is to go up. Hopefully by the time this goes up I'll be a juggling master.♥

EDIT: I am no master. :'(